A New Life Again

Hahahha...the holiday...hahaha...i wasted it...physically but mentally...i used it up fully...i finally got over it and i'm okay now...Wonderful...the feeling of freedom, peacefulness and satisfaction...All this while, i tot i can't achieve all that alone...but now i achieve them being alone...Last Sunday, my mum asked me about LIFE...i was shocked...she said LIFE is a period of time given by God for us to play around on earth...and He will see whether we know how to use our time and whether we know Him better or Satan by looking at what we do...That answer really made me realise that in this world...nothing is forever, everything will be gone one day and we will be hurt...so why do we want to have it at the first place when we already know its gonna be gone one day.....We seriously need to think deeply before we do something...if that is too difficult...just think...If i am God, what will i do? Its so simple...yet complicated...We should look at life with a satisfied heart and not with a hungry mind...tat way, we control life and not life destroy us....My Life Is So Peaceful Now!!!

Broken

Damn...i wish no one read my blog...Ok...received the news on Monday, in an unexpected way...seriously dunno wat to say or feel...i was happy as first because i'm finally free...free to do anything i want...but later i feel sad,disappointed and manies more...Seriously, if tat is wat you want, i would definitely support you...b'coz i wan you to be happy and cared and loved...and i know u dun feel like tat from me...i'm really sorry...i really care,love,wan to make u happy...i do...but i just dun know how to show and express it...especially in words...i know sumtimes we chat...i suddenly stop talking, dun give u a satisfactory answers or replies, sounds like i dun care about ur feelings anymore...i know wat i've done...but i wan u to know tat i really SUX in this...i dun know how to tell u wat i feel and how to comfort u...And i had seriously tried to talk to u so many times in tuition...i dunno y...i'm scared...i am just so stupid...i'm very very sorry...but y do u not tell me about ur feelings...let me know wat u think...Ok...maybe u think tat i will not care or i just dun know u and i can't help anything...i know its too late to fix things back...i just wan to know the truth...did u ever love me before or u're just using me all this time to get wat u wan...pls...tell me the truth...

Peekaabooo

Hahahahaha...exam finish!!!!!!=.= Next week still got...after the damn Raya also got...Haih.........Yeah!!!!!!!!! My English teacher is back!!!! She's very fine but can't be as active as last time d...She still recognise me!!!! Yay!!!!Hahahaha....Form 3 d...so fast....Time....pls go slower...Hmmm...why do every teacher on this earth seems to have problems with me? So manies other ppl everywhere...MANIES=)...new word...why must call me? Why must u'll always make me recognised by so many other strangers? NVM.....The Latest Word Stucked In My Brain--> BOYS IN SKIRTS Yea....i'm sure they will look better than the girls...=D Never ending story...school, tuition, homework and TV...The Form 3 seems happy when they come out after the exams...is it that easy? If it is, then the Form 2 this year is dead...Just hope miracle happens...Give Your Best in Everything =)