Distress

Hey dudettes...holiday seriously seriously sux!!! Terribly boring and a waste of time...mapling whole day...seriously not cool at all...Haih...wat to do???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!The Bukit Tinggi Jusco opening this Saturday~~~Add on another lepaking spot for me to hang out =P Defintely gonna go check it out...Ppl asked me if i'm sad or moody or troubled...i answered them dun judge a book by its cover. They always interpret things by their own way of thinking and make up lots lots of stories...i wonder if they won't get bored or sick gossiping and intruding ppl's lives. I have lots of secrets...and i have never ever shared it with anyone, not even my closest fren nor family, only a lil' to my younger bro...u'll might think tat i dun trust u or dun really take u as my frens...No, tats not true. I always LOVE all of u, even those who dun love me anymore. I always wan to forget my pasts, forget everything tat's hurtful, let the pasts be the pasts. I know I often try to escape from some of ur questions...tats b'cuz i know i will only be sad talking about it and the main point, I dun wan u all to think that i'm a sad pitiful person. Pls understand...i only have trust in one person, and He's God. Another thing, i'm kinda an emo person, i listen to melancholy songs, and tat is all b'cuz i'm trying to understand all kinds of frustations, depressions, sadness, irritations, anger, vengeance......tat many teenagers around the world today facing with at such a tender age...There's not many ppl who knows wat HAPPINESS really feels like nowadays...All of them are just so materialistic and immature. Life to them is just money, blings blings, handphones, music, frens, family, cars, jobs, clothes...We can have all tat but without TRUE LOVE, we cannot even have ourself. Alritey, to all SPM seaters out there, do wat u have to do and always always give ur best in everything. Its very important, make sure u have no regrets in watever u do...cause tat feeling is not sweet at all...Hahaha =) My Life's ''Great'', Wat Bout Urs?

Beeeeeeeeee

Oh ya...forgot to say about the movie we watched yesterday...BEE MOVIE!!! Not really hillarious but really made me realize that every tiny changes make a big difference...so everyone out there...dun be afraid to make a change b'coz u dun know wat u can do with ur smallest effort...My younger bro was so excited...so i told him the whole Bee Movie....hahaha...he got even more excited and wanna watch it so terribly...brothers.......I love all my brothers...And yea...yesterday i made a new fren too...his name is Benedict Wong Shao Wei...i made up the spelling myself =) Standard 2 this year, loves badminton, basketball and football, dun get boring easily, has a mature sharp mind and thinking, cute handsome boy.....so young so innocent...when i was in Standard 2, i'm already learning whats life, the pain and beauty of life, how to live life....All of these is b'coz of my brothers...they taught me all these...Thank you...My thinking growth really happened too fast...Everything happens for a reason....Praise The Lord!!! Amen...

Disaster AGAIN!!!

2nd outing for the 2 fella...and guess wat...they spoilt it AGAIN!!! This time was Mandy's hardwork...she's still hoping and giving Sab another chance...she hopes that u will realize and change for the better...but HELL YEAH!!! You wasted ur bloody last chance AGAIN!!! Last time was me giving u the chance, yesterday was Mandy's...and there will never ever be a next time already...not only u crashed her final hope on u but u also spoilt her 1st date with the person she loved for so many years and their 1st meeting after a year plus...U definitely has no heart, no feelings, no respect for others and the most importantly...NO BRAIN...but u have THE BIGGEST ASS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WOLRD...useless brat who spoilt my life...I can't believe it that after the outing...u still can laugh and act like ntg happened, u assumed everything was fine and u're not even feeling a lil' guilty of wat u've done and the worst thing is...u blame all of us for interrupting ur problems...LOL...Seriously, the guys group...USELESS...this is the 2nd outing...u'll should be taking charge of everything...not the girls la dudes...Don't u'll feel embarrassed...But anyway, after the whole irritating thing...Mandy and I went to Secret Recipe to release some stress...then i went shopping with my family!!! =D We shopped for 4 hours non-stop...and my legs hurt terribly!!! Hahaha...so happy although tired...then went for supper with grandma...reached home around 12am...can't sleep...thinking of my day...i think i lied on the bed for 2 1/2 hours thinking...Wow...Yeah...i did something last night...My bro having SPM...so i did sumthing tat i never tot i would do...Hehehe...Wat to do...A sister's love...=P Okie...last words...The World Has Turned Upside Down.

Boringness!!!

Oh Lord, holidays can be really suffering. Omg...yesterday report card day, i was the last to go back!!!The last...Dad, watcha thinking? How can u forgot? I reminded u a million times...damn disappointed...Anyway, i guessed he was happy with my greds. Hopefully he saw my hardwork...Plannings for the holidays...watch all horror movies, buck up volleyball skills...like shyt d, go swimming, sewing, folding stars, baking and definitely studying...If only i have someone to do all these things with...my bro? =D Tuition...dunno why, every time on the way going tuition, when gonna reach edi...the heart sure go mad and pump extremely fast...I told my mum i got heart problem...she says i every day sleep late, skip meals, watch too much tv, bla bla bla...Some maybe true la...look at the time now....Haih.....Wat i'm gonna do during the holidays??? Yeah, sleepovers...if only my mum allows...no freedom at all...So not fair. My bro got to go so many school trips and trips with his frens but me, wanna go out for a day also so difficult. Tats b'coz i'm a girl...=.= Girl...so wat i'm a girl, a girl can't do things tat boys can? Girls can't join community service activities? Girls can't be active in sports? Wth...why are ppl's thinking like tat...terrible...Okay, just now in tuition...i dun know wats wrong with me or the teacher...but i just feel tat i am always the teachers' target...no matter which teacher...school or tuition or watever..........Alrite, time to say BB?......Look At The Time!!!

Blur???

November already...so fast...exam results...hahaha...quite bad...worse than mid-term, but managed to get all As and a B for Seni...not bad but still gotta work harder...seriously, i really studied freaking damn hard for this exam...especially SEJARAH and GEO..but why still can't achieve wat i wan!!!!!PMR is so damn near already...hopefully dun be in the same class as that girl...or famously called B****...suffering like hell...tomorrow prefect's party...very excited and nervous...so can't sleep...hahaha...Deepavali coming.....Christmas!!!!!!!!!Can't wait for it...Turkey!!!Presents!!!Candies!!!I wish there's SNOW.......Actually, wat she said is right...this world is not fair at all...AT ALL....i prefer to suffer in other country with other races rather than in this country that discriminates their own citizens.....Boys Really SUX...watever they do or say never ever go thru their brains...sumtimes, i wonder whether they have one anot...they just...SUX...okay...maybe certain boys...but mostly all are the same...The Adam's Genes...