When your heart stops beating

"I'm sorry I've to say it but you look like you're sad

Your smile is gone, I noticed it bad

The cure is if you let in just a little more love

I promise you this, a little's enough."

All right

If you had a dime for every time it rained on this parade you're marching in called life, you'd start to wonder if someone out there's got your number well, hold your head up, breathe in deep and remember.
We're gonna have those days when it all comes crashing in wondering if the sun will ever shine, before you go and convince yourself you cannot make it, hold your head up, breathe in deep and remember.
You know it's gonna be alright.
There's a love, much stronger than everything that holds you down right now.
So next time you tell yourself this isn't worth it, hold your head up, breathe in deep and remember.
Count it pure joy when the world come crashing.
You know it's gonna be alright.

It's a Wednesday and Sunday soon

Facebook looks different lol. Been a busy busy week last week, 6 days of school and Sunday was in another kind of school where there were lots of fun and joy. Didn't expect to go high like that maybe it's the urge to release stress and I really don't understand why some said it was boring. The event was just fantastic, looking at the children's smiles made me feel like I can do more than what I am now. The clown lady.. I'll never forget her, she's great really, made everyone feel like a kid again snatching people's balloon like it's somekind of awesome food from heaven. I miss the moments we danced so happily, I actually thought we're in heaven. =) At night, went for steamboat and barbeque dinner with family and grandparents and suddenly mum said, "This is the last Sunday dinner for this year according to the chinese calendar." I don't know what to reply her...
Going mad drawing graphs during add math, math, chemistry, bio and physics since January. So so happy, finally there's news from Mayuko. She got a baby girl =D Mandy's going to Japan in March so I've been sharing alot of so called tips with her cause she seems really excited, I miss Japan and family there like crazy. I can go on and on talking about the memories I had there haha. I'm not very clear of what happened in my class today but I think somebody got married and there were like marriage certificate and cake and camera. Total madness, thank god I was not invited to the 'wedding' during recess. Ray counted my sins today and it's lucky number 3, the impact she said is gonna be horrible. =X Today's chem class started one hour late, piglet. Yea.. Jana, Qusai and Pravin invaded mande's school today hahaha, felt so excited seeing them in MGS whose library has no air-cond. They won though, congrats.
I'm gonna miss lots of stuffs for being held on to stuffs and while others progress I'll be left with nothing. Kay..I'm crapping again. I love you god.

Always the first

Always the best

Always the sweetest

Always the craziest

Always the kindest

Always the awesomest

Always the memories

Frank Sinatra's night and day

Got genes of an Indian already laa, complimenting okay.
Mood swings like crazy during hot days and chilly nights.
Freaking scary bio missy and oral test presentation. Mandy did extremely great today seriously.

From a normal glue stick to an angel to a voodoo doll to a Buddha statue and now a pontianak.


Mandy, Canny, Ray