LALALA!

Today is a good day. Happy Birthday Mum =) I love you so so much. You're the awesomest mum who makes me laugh with the word 'Shockalingam' at the most unexpected moment. I want to be like you some day..God bless you mum.
I liked Thursday but I love yesterday more haha. I'm weird and crazy but I think it's okay. I'm special, just being who I am. I appreciate people who can accept and cherish these qualities of me well. We're gonna barbeque the house tonight baby..oh yes no doubt about that but I want my marshmallow. Yea, Mandy, Sal and I took photo with Ms Tay the other day..Hee I'm still excited. She's so awesome, so electrifying. Kay..house chores here I come.

We.Are.All.That.We.Are

Droplets under the moonlight

Out of words as usual.. My eyes hurt so badly today, I think they're saying No..school again? Urgh... Anyway, I just love the weekend with my awesomest family members and soon to be sister-in-law :) The feeling is so lovely but nothing comes perfectly beautiful. There's lots of challenges coming from that way too but it was solved a couple of hours ago. Well, that was what I thought. It's haunting me..the one thousand and one probabilities of what else might happen. I've set my mind to accept whatever that's thrown to me but I did not set it to make decisions. Crappy as it is..capability of a chameleon is still present. Father..I talked to the bright shining moon today, it's beautiful..just like You.

Half of my heart, life, soul and sanity

On stake with you

God's coming down, reach out your hand

Goodbye to my smelly prefect's tie..no it's not smelly. I'm so grateful to have worked with Sab and Shad..I've gained so much and now, it's gonna be weird being amongst the normal students. I feel like I've missed out so much in life..just don't know how to get it all back. Maybe I just have to go on pretending that it's okay and let the ones enjoying it be happy and peaceful. It's so deep now..I rather throw it all completely than keep a piece of it and let it multiply slowly into a huge tumor. It's nothing big to the world but the world is nothing to most of us, is it.
She looks like she doesn't care, doesn't know, doesn't respond, doesn't answer, doesn't have emotions, doesn't have empathy, doesn't speak but she does have something, a heart with lots of unspeakable words..words that can only be heard when the unheard is sparked. It seems scarce when you listen with a pair of ears and see with a pair of eyes. Uncountable promises slowly clears the path to where she's heading, the light which shines the brightest always gets the most attention while the noble Sun behind it only deserves discriminations and harsh judgements. You think you know it all because she waves the white flag in every single war. The apple had turned brown, never green again in one, ten or a thousand years. Say your prayers while you still can, Jupiter doesn't wait to take off. Hallelujah it's one. Come on lets take this step together and embrace all meteoroids valiently. :)

I'm always in this twilight

Stone on the street staring at the moon

Mind's going circles, head's spinning marry-go-round, the roll of tissue is ever ready on the table for any leakage, he's looking at those droplets in disdain...'It' is feeling dumb and tiny. It's already August which means hungry ghost festival is here =) Can't wait for Merdeka..to wear saree and take many many embarrassing memorable photos in it LOL. Last week was one of the okay week of the year where my class get to tour around the Taylor's Lakeside Campus, we had Bio and Chemistry talks in school and I was absent to school on Saturday. I love the weekends =P Lots of application stuffs are going on like crazy and I'm having the unusual headache and breathing difficulty pretty often lately. No one should know when all these happens..
I'll try not to shed anymore tears.