Secrets

You know the moments you get lost in your own dreams. You thought you knew what you wanted, where you're headed to and how much sacrifices you need to put up to. But, when you are actually working towards it, everything just seems unreal. You look at the people around you, doing different things than they planned to. Suddenly you start to feel lost and just really confused. It's not just education but life entirely.

It was easier back then when I was a kid. Every time I had a little problem, I'll just ask mum and she'll give me the most satisfactory answer. As time passes, questions in my head are getting harder to put into words. So I don't bother asking most of the time. Sometimes, it doesn't even make sense. Like, you ask why do people create stories to 'make things simpler' and THEY will make something up. The person you want to be, the good person, is not what you are going to end up being. Some day, somehow, you are going to break someone's heart so badly but you are going to say sorry and the rest is up to Him.

If I were eight again, I will not tie my then super-long-hair up so neatly all the time. I will swim and run and kick so much more than I did. I will wear super fancy and pink dresses and shoes, maybe. Standard six was a good year too. All the extra classes for UPSR were so much fun and we took lots of photos with teachers especially our favourite ones. I didn't really have a guy friend until form one and we only talked online haha. Every morning was a sprint I didn't want to end. I like that heart beating super fast moments waiting for the gun to fire and I did not want to finish the race.

Take You Higher - Goodwill & Hook N Sling

Para, para, paradise

Listening- 8.5
Reading- 9.0
Writing- 7.0
Speaking-7.0
Overall- 8.0

Thank you God! :)

Transylvania

People in your dreams,

Gave you the fondest memories.

Mini Singing Toy

She goes for morning walks every morning with her group of friends.

She boils the best intestine pepper soup in the world.

She makes the yummiest muruku ever.

She sews the warmest, most attractive blanket for me.

She never once complain of tiredness.

She's more than what I could ever ask for.

She is one amazing woman.

Ah ma, I love you :).

There's nothing like you and I

Nothing like you and I

There's nothing like you and I

Nothing Like You and I - The Perishers

Where is the excitement?

The festive season is the time where brothers and sisters, parents and children, grandparents and grandchildren, friends and neighbours catch up with each other, have a good time and laugh at good old memories. For some, it's more than that. It's a time we all cherish each other and thank them for being there in our lives. 

But there's also this one thing which will never be missed in any get-togethers, food and yes, red packets too. Collecting red packets used to be a really fun thing for me, but being 18 years and 1 month old, it's kinda different, and maybe a lil' awkward. I mean, we were young and 'children' back then, but now those people we receive red packets from are getting older, their hair is greying and wrinkles start to appear at the edges of their eyes. 

It makes me think that one day, we will all switch roles and it's weird. We will all become mums and dads some day(well, I really don't know about me) and we will be the ones sitting at our favourite spot in the living room, eagerly waiting for our grandchildren to come through the door and run towards us, shouting "Grandpa! and Grandma!" super loud till our neighbours can hear them.

It's crazy to be thinking so darn far, I know. I'm like that. Even in dreamland, crazy stuffs.

Thursday was another unusual day. Maybe it's the alignment of the moon and sun and whatever's happening out there in the outerspace affecting 'Ohana'. Durian by the lakeside was great though :). And I saw Grace Tay yesterday and I said, Hey Grace Tay. LMAO.

-amazing snaps the old camera could do-

Happy Chinese New Year!

*FART*

:)

Jared and Jamie

I have done one of the worst things on earth. I wasn't the most understanding, caring and loving person. And it will haunt me as long as I breathe. Maybe it's a good reminder for me, to not repeat the same mistake. There was a leap that I had to do and I failed. I failed because I was just not ready. Then again, some things are just not meant to be. Jumping was never my strength. Maybe I should do something which suits me better, swimming; always in the same medium and if you fall, you'll always be afloat by some magic power those people love to call 'buoyancy'. 

By the way, I'm really starting to not like shopping. There are things I wish to buy but the people, oh can they get any crazier. I don't like body contact, seriously don't. That's all. 

Not excited for school cause English presentation is back. Haha spontaneity is the key to success, isn't it :). Goodnight amigos. Next time, if I have a twin, I'll name them the above title. 8D

Peas

Just when you thought you've completely left those stuffs behind you and finally making your very first valiant move forward, those evil tendrils curl around your ankle so tight it bleeds and leave you helpless like a wingless butterfly. It always happen, doesn't it. But yea, I can do this. I am no ordinary person.

Don't Let Me Go - The Click Five

I shot a wedding

Happy Two-O-One-Two. Happy January :). 

This year for me is a special one and more special to be I'm sure, it kicked off with the most merry thing, a wedding. I can tell from everyone's face that they are incredibly jubilant for the cutest, sweetest couple. It was so simple yet so detailedly planned and special in so many ways. What a happy thing to be in. Marriage. 

This year will be different. Happy day! =)

You are more than the choices that you've made 

You are more than the sum of your past mistakes 

You are more than the problems you create 

You've been remade

You Are More - Tenth Avenue North