An 'estrella' in the night sky

I said don't screw up but I did. It was really frustrating but I can't show it cause everyone did so so much better than me, some perfect. Of course I'm disappointed. Twas the second time I cried at school. It just happened and worse, at the food court. I just called her and told her everything and she cancelled all her incoming calls just to comfort me. I love her more and more every single day :'). I've always tried to give my best in everything but I guess sometimes, your best isn't enough if it just doesn't belong to you. Not gonna be upset about it though, I still have a long way to go. For now, just gonna chill and enjoy my one-week break before I go back to war mode.

This week was pretty fun actually. We had our English roleplay based on the book, Flowers for Algernon. It is the most ridiculous book I've ever read really. Not really a fan of sci-fi genre. And yesterday, went to Ikea and the Curve after class with Ivan, Rachel and James. Today, had fun with the boys at Nottingham Campus. Twas so much fun. Twas like a road trip and we got into so many crazy things like the cop who caught us at the emergency lane. Seriously, that was the most stupidest thing I've heard a cop said. And his name was SAFARI. Anyway, we got 'fined' each ten bucks as a lesson. Well, then, we stopped by at KFC to fill our starving stomachs before regathering with the others there. It's been a while since we had that hell of a time of crazy laughters. Wish we could have more of this before everybody leaves :). 

I've been baking again. I miss baking so much. I feel like doing so much during this one week. Colour, cut, doodle, sew, stitch, swim, run, sleep, read, watch, climb, snap and more that I yet to think of. Wanna watch This Means War, The Vow and Hunger Games :(. I wanna go Aussie..

These babies containing cinnamon weren't well accepted.

Not gonna use this recipe anymore. :(

Ouh, my dinner last night.

The lil' one and I actually prefer food like this. Really.

These fellas..I call them shinies =).

Been on repeat:

Blue Jeans - Lana Del Rey

Another land called You

The twentieth day of the third month already. How do we keep up with time when all we do is meeting datelines of things we don't even like doing. There are many many things in the world that we don't enjoy doing, but somehow, we are 'gifted' so we happen to be good at it. And the funny part is, some people think it all comes easy to us. Like it just fell from the sky into our palms. I am not afraid to speak for what I think is right. I could probably just throw harsh words right into your face. But guess what, the harsher it is, the more care I have for you. And it sucks having to do that cause it hurts worse inside me and it seriously disrupts my concentration. That could be one of the reason why I tend not to get too close to people. I wouldn't care if you were just some random friend from another class. I would really be happier letting you do whatever makes you happy without constrain. 'Cause really, it's your life. I've got enough on my plate. Not a big eater too. But now, believe it or not, I am beginning to let you take up space on my plate. Just a tiny portion though, maybe just the gold lining round the plate. Lol :).

Today was indeed a really weird day. Unusual stuffs happened, in a good way though. Will it last, I don't know. Changes are good. Things are just so weird right now. Weird. Even words can't describe it. I might freak out and jump into the water and get lost but thank god, I can swim. Hopefully no cramps. Teehee. Have a good day, amigos. 

Call Me Maybe

It's been a while since I last did something artsy. New interest now, fabric doodling. Nothing crazy, just for fun :). Finally spent the 200 bucks book voucher yesterday. Bought no books. I only bought the stuffs above and the rest, mum and dad bought their stuffs.

Mid term next week. Oh god.. Need. To. Study. LKY, please don't screw up.

Good week ahead, amigos. Tata :)

Hey I just met you

And this is crazy

But here's my number

So call me maybe

As one sees it

There are days you feel like shutting your mouth up the entire day and there are days where you can't. And always, it's bad timing. Haha, funny how friends put up with our weird characters every day. Love them. Next week is mid term. As the saying goes, if you die, you die with dignity. Let's not cry over spilt milk again and again, the cows are angry. LOL . Have a nice day. Tata :). 

Just some pictures I find very fascinating.

Love his eyes and the space between his front teeth :P.

Robyn - Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall

U.F.O.

Sometimes, you just can't seem to see the road even though the sunlight falls directly onto it. There is always something that tries to obscure your view and deceive you from the truth. Honestly, the mouth is the most poisonous tool ever. It could really just 'kill' a person. And the ears, biggest weakness ever. At times when you're lost, you just completely let yourself go and be pushed by whatever forces that exist in the universe. You are really lost, yet you're scared to admit it because the truth is not always a pleasant thing to discover. Well, it never is. The most crucial thing is you know yourself and be yourself. "Easier said than done."

Lord, I don't know which way I am going

Which way the river gonna flow

It just seems that upstream, I keep rowing

Still got such a long way to go

Btw, Happy MARCH :)