26 February 2012

When she was just a girl

So she got the cute doll she has always wanted. She used to beg her mum and please her parents by getting good grades just so she could use it as an excuse to get the doll. She has never shifted her hawk-eye vision away from that doll for years. To her, that was the only doll that would make her happy. In fact, the happiest girl on earth.

One fine morning, she woke up and saw that magical doll on her study table. She jumped up and down in the highest level of excitement and happiness one could ever experience. She was that happy. But, no good thing comes without a condition. If her grade drops, she would have to return the doll until the next test. She thought, as much risk she has to take, she'll do it. What risk? Risk of losing something so precious it's like losing a part of herself. 

And so the first few months were a bliss. It's undeniable. You could tell from her smiles when she goes to school, before she goes to bed and when she prepares for school in the morning. Too absorbed in her own bubble, she lost to temptations and got completely sidetracked. Influenced. Hence, she lost it, and never got it back again because all the sadness and loneliness had swallowed her alive. 

She came out of that sorrow and despair though. Of course, with lots of struggle. And another doll caught her eye. This time, she didn't want to be too over it because she knows what will happen if she did. The feeling of cuddling that doll in her arms comes and goes, she let it be that way this time around. She wanted something different.

Dolls can be so attractive and irresistible sometimes, can't they. Different dolls have different characters, appearance, tempers, attitudes. Not all the time you would want to cuddle the same doll depending on your mood. But, the doll that you would want to see every morning when you wake up is the right one for you. Be it a bulldog, octopus, pig-rabbit, turtle, whatever. Dolls don't judge :).


23 February 2012

Just weird

Just deleted a whole pile of crap I typed.

So.. It's just weird kay. If you ever find yourself in something so darn weird and you end up going deeper into it, just look at the brighter side and give it a shot. Lol, what an advice. I am scared as hell. I am really really scared as hell. If I screw this up, I might not come out of the water again. I am gonna live like that yellow sponge you see on tv under the sea forever..

Good day.

This Is Your Life - Switchfoot

13 February 2012

Dolphinately


I swam today, which makes my whole body ached like a grandmother for a while. Dissecting a cow's heart tomorrow. Whatchu gonna do 'bout that :).

Oh my gosh, we're like having a conference in Twitter right now. Everybody's online, waiting for miracle to happen or some sort. Like who cares about Chem quiz right, tomorrow's the 14th of February. Haha. And my mum called and asked, "No dating?". LMFAO. "No."

Today's English lesson was one of the okay and interesting one. Compare and contrast. The topics we came up with, gracious. College is seriously becoming like a resort. Soon bowling and golf will be available too and everybody can picnic and have family gathering here :D.

Happy day, everyone. It's gonna be an awesomely great one :D.

12 February 2012

Loves chocolates

At certain points of your life, you'll start to notice the once unnoticeable. Maybe it's the whole growing up and maturing thing. It makes you think more and with greater depth. And you avoid thinking of certain stuffs for some reason you might not even remember anymore because you've become so used to doing it. Most of the time I looked like I'm thinking of something, I really am not. Just flashes back that come and go in my head in those few seconds. Weird.

So there's a gym now in the college and a mini swimming pool. I wanna swim there but.. too open :(. So many quizzes and stuffs to do. Where is the motivation hmm? Okay, I'm out of words already. Tata.

This picture was taken four years ago(never mind the quality).

And four years later right on the same spot :D.
Notice the similarity?



And Happy Valentine's Day with all your loved ones

Fifteen merry days

Been not blogging recently because I don't know, laziness, paranoia, etc.

CNY this year was great. Lots of good food and awesome companies. Celebrated grandpa's 75th birthday on the ninth day of new year, Fong's farewell on the fifth and enjoyed the brightly-lit Dong Zen Temple on the fifteenth. I wanna go visit Fong there some day and on the way, visit some other friends, like a field trip, it'll be so much fun. 

This year was obviously different, like someone was missing. But the good thing was, everyone did their part in making it all looked the same, intentionally or not. And as life always is, when something goes, something else will come to fill in the void. And it takes time and most importantly, optimism to adapt to those changes. Well, nothing changed really. Only thing is you cherish each other's presence more.

































:)


07 February 2012

Big Jet Plane

"The boy who always sat there at the corner, staring at me. I never noticed him until one day, he called me the girl who was always in red. He wore his watch on his right wrist, black flip-flops are his favourite and he is a natural in making people laugh. He has a great smile, attractive pair of huge eyes, spiky hair and the most comfortable shoulders to rest your tired head on. He was the one who blew all my problems disappear into the air and showed me how beautiful rainbow is. He is now in another pair of hands. I wish him the best and only the best."

02 February 2012

11.11








Happy February
You know it's okay when you believe it.