'Bertahannuth' my love

I was reading the holy thick ancient book like it was the last book left on earth and I will never have the chance to read anything that wonderful ever again. I'm sick of it, sick of forcing myself do something that I dislike but it's all fate.. I feel like I'm taking this test pretty seriously to prove to them that nothing will change, only good things. SPM my dear, can't wait to finish you off but I'm afraid what might come after you.
Looking at his liveless mellow face, I'm killing myself inside. The feeling of helplessness sucks the spirit out of me and I can't fight it. That's not what supposed to happen. I have to stay strong and be your wall, your pillow, your hands, your everything. Those ugly paintings of pain and sorrow should be brighten up with lights of hope and liveliness. I miss those beautiful strong eyes which have the ability to melt everyone's heart just nice, almost fairytale-like-perfection. =)

Don't leave any empty spaces people
It's a sin.. hee

Ping Pong, Gusteau

Congrats to Sultan Abdul Samad and Thuan Jian especially, for the great IU Day last Saturday. Had fun although there was just a small crowd present.

Happy Birthdays to...

Awesome teacher advisor, Puan Parimala

Beautiful headmistress, Puan Rosnah

Forever-sexy Grace Tay

& ever-punctual Black man

Had lots of prizes given out during assembly today and one of it is Johan Pertandingan Pameran Sains Dwiminggu Sains dan Matematik. Yep, shocking as it is but yeah, we won..haha. Long live sugarcane paper. =) Teacher was like calling Siew Li's name, no one went, Yi Jiau, no one, Yen Yen..she asked me to go in front and I was like Huh? why? then I just ran and received the 10kg heavy load of gift without knowing what was it for until I saw the certificates. It's all fate, isn't it. We only did it the evening before the exhibition day but really have to thank Ms. Betsy who gave us the idea and support. Then, after recess we had spotcheck. Was meant to check the students' nametags and appearance only but over my block, we went all out and checked their bags and bodies for handphones and other high tech gadjets. All thanks to their classmates who gave us underground informations lol. Hate doing it cause I know the pain and it takes up lesson time okay. During English period, we partied with food stuffs won by fellow talented classmates. One of the most okay Monday so far. Ping pong competition the whole week, all the best. Dengar khabar angin, my bro playing too? Hahaa..

Our present..mind blowing..

Can't sleep without you

You who made life life

Life filled with bitterness

Always haunting us

Us learn from regrets

Regrets with sorrows

We have to throw

In order to receive
Just do it

Without fear, with courage

1.35 was the mission

Every year it's complete six pax to Port Dickson but this year was four. Soon everyone will have their own agenda and complications to be excused. Changes. It's happening every now and then and we can't do much to stop it. Well, the whole journey was one of the most silent moment of my life. Nobody to talk to, nothing to talk about and nothing that can be talked about it. The sand, the waves, the wind, the sun, the sound of the world crying out for help..utter restlessness and hopelessness, I was. It's never gonna happen again in another 17 years time I hope. High school teenage life..I can't survive school without those crazy people making random jokes and doing hilarious things at the most inappropriate times making us burst out all over in laughters and get stared by teachers. Lisan yesterday was so silly, unprepared and just nuisance.. had fun though, with Mandy =) Bio experiment today, failure after failure made us go crazy with the hibiscus stem, capillary tube and H2O.

So glad and relieved IU Day is over. It was boring and unorganised and bla bla bla, that's what people said but the most important thing is The Black man is happy. =D Done. successfully and beautifully.

A Selaaapppppppppp to the face