Between dots and spots

I was a mushroom two years ago haha. Unbelievable. I seriously cried after leaving the hair salon, I kind of became a different person since then. Hmm...looking back at all those pictures just brings back lots of memories. Yesterday was AWESOME. Thanks God. =) Indian shows are seriously dramatic...cry cry cry then get back together after singing and dancing. Wow...haha. Have a good day humans. My new name is Lee Kai Yan. The Monk said, "Fatty is love, love is fat."

10.10.10

make a wish

Barbiturate, that's right

Trial's awesome..no kidding. I've never laughed so much during exam with my fellow awesome buddies-cum-adopted children. It's crazy...you say it's wasting time talking unbeneficial things, I say it's spending quality time and building memories that we can't have when we're a bit more grown up soon. It's true that nothing remains the same forever. Oh besides that, my sms shoot up like rocket, yea..Rachel's too for sure. Haha I fooled myself by speaking really broken Cantonese and Hokkien but it's so funny and we talked about the beginning of the end and how we'll visit Sal after we're gone. That fella wants to fight for the rights of gays somemore..haih haha.
Being frank is not a crime I know..but it just hurts sometimes without you realising it. I told myself it's okay to be there again, it's okay...everything will be okay. Haih..one more paper, Accounts but it's merdeka already I dont care. I spent an hour in the bathroom just now lol. I smell so good =D but my mind's still tangled and supercoiled. It's always like that..that's LKY. Last night, my subconscious mind had an industrious night making decisions and when I woke up, it's like Yes, I know what I've to do, lets do this. doesn't last long though cause negativity stopped by in just a few. I thought of the super past during Chem paper today and I slept off for a while..it was...not very pleasant. Not very much of a sucked up day yet, I'll never let that happen. Me take control of my life not the other way round.
Isn't it funny? People are busy thinking about pre-u, career, PR, imigrating and what not when we haven't even sat for our SPM. I do that too, it's simply enjoyable. I cannot stop thinking about that... what if one day I have memory loss..wow. I'm the kind who 'likes' pain, suitable being with people who likes causing pain.

K.C.I.S.E.V.O.L

Happy 17th Birthday

Rudy Seah Kok Yiong

Sometimes it's hard when rain's pouring in
I used to worry what tomorrow would bring
Then you came along changed my world around
Gave me something to believe in when I'm upside down
And let me say I owe it all to you and I wanna thank you
For making the sun come shining through
I love you forever..