2 months later

Yeah...2 whole months and I'm still alive. I ultimately don't get the point of this blogging thingy but it's just necessary at times. Alritey, PMR's over, I'm trying to be really positive. Yah, life after PMR is busier than ever. Last Friday, went to SBPI Gombak for some Kursus Jati Diri to remind myself that I'm still an "Anak Malaysia" before flying to Japan. Sorry India but no worries, I won't let Malaysia's name being pounded into powder in my hands. Okay, lots and lots of things that I'm lacking of like black skirt, black shoes, bla bla bla...I'm gonna miss tuition AGAIN for 2 whole weeks. Haih......It's really 100% pure hard work from 64 of us from all over Malaysia. We have to learn and memorise two traditional dances of Negeri Sembilan and Sabah which are Endang and Sumazau respectively in a day! No kidding, dudes. Whole body aching like mad. My group, Kagoshima is so damn cool ; the leader is a Sarawakian-cum-comedian, Naili, our future pro dance teacher, Shafiq, the guy with the sexiest voice and a whole lots more. We're all full of spirits and craze. Yeah, so excited to meet my host family and all the Japs there. It's past 2 in the a.m. already and I'm still here. =D Holiday wat...Owh ya, it's Deepavali!!! So sad can't visit my ancestors back in Bombay. Sh!T, forgot to learn how to say 'sorry' in Tamil. Anyway, pati,tata, ama, apa, akak, ane, tanggechi, tambi, macha and machi, rumber 'sorry' and Happy Diwali.

Lalala

OH MY GOD!!! July 21. August 27. Hahaha...the period of "Lazy to Blog".
I still dun really feel like doing it but how long will a post take me, rite? Erm...today in school, I learned to be POSITIVE-minded from Mr. Hyder. "I am smart, I am a winner, saya BoLeH, sayahe bolehhe, Mudiyum, Wo Ke Yi, Dekimasu." Say that every day and you'll be a Winner. I love his smile =). Okay, erm...mum's burfday is like in 6 hours and I'm still blank. Wat kind of daughter is this??!!!?! Yea, filial in a silent way. Okie...ChAO!!!!!!

POol

I did sumthing tat i will never ever want to do again ever for the rest of my life. I dun regret doing it but i'm not proud tat i have to do it though. Don't know wat i'm talking about? Forget it. Only myself, the recipient, the listener/peacemaker and Him will know so yea, it's not quite a big secret. In fact very soon, the whole world will know about it. The truth is never wat we want to hear but it is wat we have to accept. Hopefully she appreciate wat i'm doing cause i've gone through more than anyone could imagine to take this move. I never thought i will ever do this. I thought everything had passed and is over and i'll never hear anything about it anymore but i'm wrong. She, too is thinking about it and maybe , i don't really know, wants me back in her life.
I don't know!!!! You have to tell me.

SCREAM IT IN MY EARS!!!!!!