Broken

Damn...i wish no one read my blog...Ok...received the news on Monday, in an unexpected way...seriously dunno wat to say or feel...i was happy as first because i'm finally free...free to do anything i want...but later i feel sad,disappointed and manies more...Seriously, if tat is wat you want, i would definitely support you...b'coz i wan you to be happy and cared and loved...and i know u dun feel like tat from me...i'm really sorry...i really care,love,wan to make u happy...i do...but i just dun know how to show and express it...especially in words...i know sumtimes we chat...i suddenly stop talking, dun give u a satisfactory answers or replies, sounds like i dun care about ur feelings anymore...i know wat i've done...but i wan u to know tat i really SUX in this...i dun know how to tell u wat i feel and how to comfort u...And i had seriously tried to talk to u so many times in tuition...i dunno y...i'm scared...i am just so stupid...i'm very very sorry...but y do u not tell me about ur feelings...let me know wat u think...Ok...maybe u think tat i will not care or i just dun know u and i can't help anything...i know its too late to fix things back...i just wan to know the truth...did u ever love me before or u're just using me all this time to get wat u wan...pls...tell me the truth...