He said, she said

i wanna have a life...a peaceful, happy, moderate life....

Her gravity makes me feel light-headed
small-talk turns to dust in my mouth
she doesn't know that I'm already
thinking bout how I'm gonna make her look my way

Sometimes I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
Cause' I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so careless
So lost, confused,
again I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over