She's like a fried ice cream

It's hard when you're always the blame in every situation. No one said it but paranoia has its way to kill one's heart. People say it's okay to make mistakes because you learn something from it. But..it is not okay to do it so often that people get sick of you especially loved ones. Sorry has no effect, only showing regretfulness but it's better than nothing at all. Not everyone is as strong as Hercules.. I'm at the tip of the trough of my life right now. I can't swim so chances to survive is lower than an average low..it scares me off traumatically day and night. I'll make it to the surface though, somehow..I know he'll always be there although all bruised and drenched with blood. I'm so grateful..I owe my life. If only we can see with complete rationality and perfect mindset all the time. It is never easy as much as we all wished it was. It, is a journey to explore and embrace. In conclusion, I need a map, a compass and a candle that will never die off or perhaps just a trustable loyal companion.

And I'm sorry

Sorry that I made you cry

Sorry, sorry that I told you lies

I'm sorry, sorry the way we fuss and fight

I'm sorry, sorry cause now you're

saying goodbye to me

If you added up all the good times

And compared them with the bad

You'd realise that our love

Was the best you ever had

LALALA!

Today is a good day. Happy Birthday Mum =) I love you so so much. You're the awesomest mum who makes me laugh with the word 'Shockalingam' at the most unexpected moment. I want to be like you some day..God bless you mum.
I liked Thursday but I love yesterday more haha. I'm weird and crazy but I think it's okay. I'm special, just being who I am. I appreciate people who can accept and cherish these qualities of me well. We're gonna barbeque the house tonight baby..oh yes no doubt about that but I want my marshmallow. Yea, Mandy, Sal and I took photo with Ms Tay the other day..Hee I'm still excited. She's so awesome, so electrifying. Kay..house chores here I come.

We.Are.All.That.We.Are

Droplets under the moonlight

Out of words as usual.. My eyes hurt so badly today, I think they're saying No..school again? Urgh... Anyway, I just love the weekend with my awesomest family members and soon to be sister-in-law :) The feeling is so lovely but nothing comes perfectly beautiful. There's lots of challenges coming from that way too but it was solved a couple of hours ago. Well, that was what I thought. It's haunting me..the one thousand and one probabilities of what else might happen. I've set my mind to accept whatever that's thrown to me but I did not set it to make decisions. Crappy as it is..capability of a chameleon is still present. Father..I talked to the bright shining moon today, it's beautiful..just like You.

Half of my heart, life, soul and sanity

On stake with you