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It's not quite a beautiful sight when frustrations and dissatisfactions starts drowning you away. You kinda lose yourself and you feel like the whole world has done wrong towards you. Yeh, do let it all out, get it out of your system, throw it all away right away. But, do it the right way and moderately. Not everyone is understanding and patient enough at all time so be more cautious alright.

Okay, done. Thaipusam's over an hour ago. There's a sudden urge in me to climb the Batu Caves this coming Chinese New Year. I wanna see the wild monkeys there and give them Coca Cola which they love haha. CNY is just around the corner and I've yet to receive pineapple tarts and loveletters from relatives. What happened.. why aren't many people doing it anymore. Even my aunt stopped doing it, too much of hassle she said. Yea everything's so modernised nowadays. There will come one day where we'll start having our family reunion dinner in restaurants so that grandma doesn't have to tire herself out too much in the kitchen anymore. Anyways, muruku is the new loveletters. I told my mom not to buy 'lap cheong' that day and I got cold stares from my bros. Hmph. Okay, Jamali and I got into a weird conversation about the handing over of my territories to him as the new mande. And this is how he passed his test. I gave him a title and he came out with such a touching piece of artwork. He won. Okie, have a lovely trip to Dreamland. Bye bye.

I Am Ready

I can't bear to see a sweat drop on your brow

I can't bear to see you in worries

I won't allow you to shed even a tear

I won't allow even your shadow to fall on earth

So let me help you out now,

Listen to me when I say I am ready right now,

Hand me over all your responsibilities,

I will take good care of all these cities.

Nom nom nom

Why do we always lose something we adore so much at the time when that really special bond had just began to form between us, when our relationship starts to bloom to the next level, when understanding and the feeling of 'one-ness' are catching up with the flow.. Blacky's gone, he has to. He's gone too, he wants to.

Well, the past weekend was nice. Saturday, mom had her company annual dinner. The theme was Masquerade. She said the food was terrible, that means it's really terrible. So there were me and the other two bros left at home, we went to Esso mamak (my idea hee) and we ate like a horse and had ice-cream for dessert later on. Saturday night would be perfect if I were the one who held the steering. Drifted off to Dreamland around 2.30am.

Sunday is a 'no-breakfast' day. We had brunch with grandparents near the Klang bus station, the cinema which only shows Tamil movies there is still alive till today, amazing. Having meals with my grandparents is always very entertaining because they always have different opinions on things and always wanna win in arguments. However, they still care for each other very much, taking food for one another, fulfilling every needs and wants of the other. Isn't that lovely, I thought to myself while my lips formed an envious grin.

After the wonderful meal, we all went to Jusco in grandpa's awesome, almost antique van cause dad had an appointment. Haha it was surely a fun-filled hilarious ride. The engine will just suddenly dies off and it moves super duper slow. Ahma couldn't stop laughing and she made us laughed out loud at the situation. So bad..haha grandpa himself laughed and in a sudden serious tone he said, "I'm gonna buy an Alphard soon." LMAO. Jusco was packed like mad, everyone's shopping like crazy, just got their bonus I guess. We got out of that place before the crowd gets worse and headed off to Klang's famous rojak and cendol.

Our shopping affair continued to Pyramid with Amethyst. We used the canopy walk from Sun-U and lucky us, we saw two black bears from above :) Shopping is really not a problem for me, I can walk from day to night but the aftermath..hmm. All I need is a night on the bed with really good sleeping posture to be in good shape again. Dinner was great, we had Balinese cuisine. Authentic and yummy. Sharp ten, most of the shops had already shut their doors and people fasten their pace to the exit while yawning away widely. Mom quickly bought some plants and bamboo for the home. I cherish this day very much. Thank you god.

We sang like Whitney Houston's on drug

Had three hours of care-ree-o-kie session today. My voice is still fine, I don't usually get to lose it that easily. On the way there, got the stern advice from him but it was okay. Today is a fine day. It's been a month since SPM's over. It felt like so long..and so fast. Everyone's continuing their studies already. Yes I've been repeating myself so many times. I'm just worried and hoping that this is not a mistake. It will be a good night too, I hope.

Someday when this is over

We may still have no answer

For now it's when I hold ya

We are closer, we are closer

We are closer, we are closer