A Brand New Month

Its December!!! Yay!!! Christmas's getting closer and nearer to us. Hahaha...alritey, my mum asked me wat i've done the past whole month...Guess wat's my answer? Mapling, TV, sleeping, shopping, eating, and more sleeping. =) Its really great...my bro and I can be sitting in front of the computer for 14 hours!!! It's really extremely crazy. Okay, next problem...friendship prob...i always has difficulty in this, i feel tat she is trying to control my life, she wans to be in my life, she wans to know everything about me. She thinks tat i nid sumone in my life to rely on and she wans to be tat person? She's just tooooo much! You dun call ur fren in the midnite and question her whether she's ok or not like ur're her husband or bodyguard!!! Yes, i felt touched and love her for wat she's doing but PLEASE DUN GO OVER THE BORDER!!! I hate to control ppl and hate to be controlled...Maybe its b'coz of the holidays...she feels alone, bored and distressed. I tried to understand but every time u open ur mouth, i just can't take it anymore, you r making me so impatient tat i almost hate u. I'm very sorry tat i'm like this and hopefully u can understand. SPM's over! Yahoo for the Form 5. My bro, WOW, rite after his last paper, he is seen flying everywhere!!! He's flying to the whole world this holidays...hahaha...free finally...School's reopening in one month...I Hate School!!!

Distress

Hey dudettes...holiday seriously seriously sux!!! Terribly boring and a waste of time...mapling whole day...seriously not cool at all...Haih...wat to do???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!The Bukit Tinggi Jusco opening this Saturday~~~Add on another lepaking spot for me to hang out =P Defintely gonna go check it out...Ppl asked me if i'm sad or moody or troubled...i answered them dun judge a book by its cover. They always interpret things by their own way of thinking and make up lots lots of stories...i wonder if they won't get bored or sick gossiping and intruding ppl's lives. I have lots of secrets...and i have never ever shared it with anyone, not even my closest fren nor family, only a lil' to my younger bro...u'll might think tat i dun trust u or dun really take u as my frens...No, tats not true. I always LOVE all of u, even those who dun love me anymore. I always wan to forget my pasts, forget everything tat's hurtful, let the pasts be the pasts. I know I often try to escape from some of ur questions...tats b'cuz i know i will only be sad talking about it and the main point, I dun wan u all to think that i'm a sad pitiful person. Pls understand...i only have trust in one person, and He's God. Another thing, i'm kinda an emo person, i listen to melancholy songs, and tat is all b'cuz i'm trying to understand all kinds of frustations, depressions, sadness, irritations, anger, vengeance......tat many teenagers around the world today facing with at such a tender age...There's not many ppl who knows wat HAPPINESS really feels like nowadays...All of them are just so materialistic and immature. Life to them is just money, blings blings, handphones, music, frens, family, cars, jobs, clothes...We can have all tat but without TRUE LOVE, we cannot even have ourself. Alritey, to all SPM seaters out there, do wat u have to do and always always give ur best in everything. Its very important, make sure u have no regrets in watever u do...cause tat feeling is not sweet at all...Hahaha =) My Life's ''Great'', Wat Bout Urs?

Beeeeeeeeee

Oh ya...forgot to say about the movie we watched yesterday...BEE MOVIE!!! Not really hillarious but really made me realize that every tiny changes make a big difference...so everyone out there...dun be afraid to make a change b'coz u dun know wat u can do with ur smallest effort...My younger bro was so excited...so i told him the whole Bee Movie....hahaha...he got even more excited and wanna watch it so terribly...brothers.......I love all my brothers...And yea...yesterday i made a new fren too...his name is Benedict Wong Shao Wei...i made up the spelling myself =) Standard 2 this year, loves badminton, basketball and football, dun get boring easily, has a mature sharp mind and thinking, cute handsome boy.....so young so innocent...when i was in Standard 2, i'm already learning whats life, the pain and beauty of life, how to live life....All of these is b'coz of my brothers...they taught me all these...Thank you...My thinking growth really happened too fast...Everything happens for a reason....Praise The Lord!!! Amen...