11.11

Happy February ♥

You know it's okay when you believe it.

Secrets

You know the moments you get lost in your own dreams. You thought you knew what you wanted, where you're headed to and how much sacrifices you need to put up to. But, when you are actually working towards it, everything just seems unreal. You look at the people around you, doing different things than they planned to. Suddenly you start to feel lost and just really confused. It's not just education but life entirely.

It was easier back then when I was a kid. Every time I had a little problem, I'll just ask mum and she'll give me the most satisfactory answer. As time passes, questions in my head are getting harder to put into words. So I don't bother asking most of the time. Sometimes, it doesn't even make sense. Like, you ask why do people create stories to 'make things simpler' and THEY will make something up. The person you want to be, the good person, is not what you are going to end up being. Some day, somehow, you are going to break someone's heart so badly but you are going to say sorry and the rest is up to Him.

If I were eight again, I will not tie my then super-long-hair up so neatly all the time. I will swim and run and kick so much more than I did. I will wear super fancy and pink dresses and shoes, maybe. Standard six was a good year too. All the extra classes for UPSR were so much fun and we took lots of photos with teachers especially our favourite ones. I didn't really have a guy friend until form one and we only talked online haha. Every morning was a sprint I didn't want to end. I like that heart beating super fast moments waiting for the gun to fire and I did not want to finish the race.

Take You Higher - Goodwill & Hook N Sling

Para, para, paradise

Listening- 8.5
Reading- 9.0
Writing- 7.0
Speaking-7.0
Overall- 8.0

Thank you God! :)