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Happy Joo-lai!

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Well, someone's been practising her driving. I swear it's still scary as crap. Sweaty palms and a huge sigh of relief every time I get down of the four-wheeled beasty machine. But it's getting better now I guess. Definitely. It's all about practice, said the wise man. :). Getting honked at is nothing now, yea I'm that unstoppable out there.

Half a year had passed. Honestly, I wish I'm at somewhere, anywhere on a trip right now. Kinda really need and want one. Or a one-day shopping spree would do. Lunatically bored.

And I can't believe I stayed up for the match last night. Oh well, happy night.

I look to the clouds for comfort

Sometimes, people tend to rely too much on others because when things don't turn out as it should have, they are spared from the blame, guilt and the 'I told you so'. They'd rather follow closely behind someone's badonkadonk than come out and speak their minds. Well, they only exist to give way for the more hard-headed ones to take the lead. If everyone were to run to the microphone at the same time, nobody's gonna be able to hear a word. Same goes to any relationships. You don't need to say much to make it break, but it only takes one small action to make it work.

"At least they self-pity, and not the other", sudden thoughts that clouded my mind while reading Yen Yen's muse. You know the feeling when you've worked so hard for something and when you have finally gotten it, you don't feel anything. Looking at the people around you who did not get what they wanted, you feel like you don't deserve what you've gotten. It's really pathetic. No matter how much effort you put in, you won't be able to enjoy the outcome at the end of the battle, good or bad.

You can't always have everything your way, they said. Well, as long as you are happy and contented being yourself, there's no reason to feel ashamed and demeaned. I wonder how does having a baby feel like(NOT parturition). Lol just saying. But their clothes are so tiny and cute. Arww :').