Are we gonna reach the sky?

Yor.....I haven't do so much things. I have so many plans and stuffs to do but everyone is just not cooperating with me. Urgh...why am I struggling so hard. It's not even for me. I'm like being so damn patient and trying to control my emotions, but they still take advantage and treat me like a damn fool. I'm feeling sick and my grandma and parents scolded me yesterday for being so busy and not taking care of my health. You think I purposely wanna get sick is it? Health to me is very very important okay. But I have to make sure I do my responsibilities well to maintain our school's name and reputation right. I cried so badly and I wish my dad didn't see it. Alas, he is always the one holding my hands and help me out from whatever shyt I got myself into. Thank you very much and I love you, dad. I only have so little expectations from people, and they still disappoint me. What have I done wrong? Yeh, I'm a stupid person, soo stupid. I looked like I'm perfectly fine outside but do you really know what's going on inside. You'll never know cause it's just not me to say it out. I don't need sympathy, I need understanding. I know everything's gonna be okay.

If you look inside your heart

Saturday, Siew Li a.k.a. MammyPoko Girl, not anymore now, received her BIG surprise and we really had lots of fun. Ate like babi, drank like fish and played cards like the God of Gamble. =P Monday was Puan Nabsiah's retirement. It was really sad and I felt kinda strange passing by the porch and her antique-looking car is not there. Well, some of the teachers felt emotional to see her go too. Oh, the emo syndrome came by at night but thank God, it wasn't severe for me. In fact, I was overly high and chatted craps with Ray. Sorry Ray about your 'jair'. It'll grow in no time, eat lots of fish and meat alright. Tuesday was really tiring but in a good way like Mandy said. I slept so late and went to school half dead but strive all the way in shcool playing Stacko, Ludo and poker. Ludo became soo boring all of the sudden. My luck is bad when I'm sitting opposite my son. She's blocking all my good feng shui. Grr..Voon Yiann was Liverlake I think? Blackbull is topping the list real quick muahaha. And at night, went for Accounts like a corpse. Sugu is soo cute, don't you think. That was..ignore it. Janny's having a parteeiii next week, migrating to Aussie kononnya. Stupid arse, fooled me. Today we had people from Clearasil who talked about face and you know..confidence was included too I heard. Lipeng and Sal's going FRIM tomorrow, Geok San's ponteng-ing so the mother and son are gonna gamble till we reach the door of prison.

I am trying hard to work this out and make us the best but I need your support. I don't mean to be cold but it's just natural response one will do to safeguard his heart from poking needles. I know there's many walls who will hold me if I fall but I want to face this myself. I am strong and I'm the hero in my eyes.

You can call us Aaron Blurr

Live like fire

OMG! I just saw Ray's blog and I have to say this. HAHAHA...yeh, I was reading like normal and as I continued, I started laughing like mad. I am totally out of control and now I'm still freaking laughing..I can't stop lah. Omg..tears all coming out lah. My mum's staring at me pulak, as if I'm watching some obscene thing. Hahaha...and she posted it as Bird, Water, Stone!. Hallelujah, it's proven again that we ARE the best mother and son pair. Lol she actually posted the conversation we had and I, Lee Kern Yeung, with full of pride is not embarrassed at all with what I've done. Yes, a female buffalo that is wat I call her, Pusarin. Erhmph...ya Allah ya Tuhan ya Rabi..Hahahaha, yesterday Yen Yen said that when she finished her karangan. She was extremely random. Oooh my..yesterday during Add Maths, Low was teaching us Japanese, how wonderful. It all started with the girl whose friend did not come so she was alone, he said she's so "chi mo", well his pronunciation sucks right so the class corrected him and he and his ego, "Correct la, mochi, chi mo..mochi is Japanese mah, the can eat one, very delicious. *lick his lips*" Lol what's happening to the world. And then Mandy and I talked about something and suddenly, a conclusion was made and it sounded so damn right. I'm not gonna say it here, mouth shuts. And again the same topic took place, "Your brother was from ACS right, tall tall one." No. "Then that one is who ar?" Wei Loong. "Ooo ya ya. Then the short short one is who." Kean Peng. "Owh, the sansan one leh? Wear braces one." Brian. "Then your brother is who? You got his photo now anot? In your phone or wat" Erm..no. (well, I have in my phone but you siao ar? lol) Thurday in Maths also, Ms Tay asked us to think of a reason to our name so that she can remember easily and mine, haih..the whole class finally knows my brother. Not embarrassed or anything. Next time, my younger brother will suffer hehe.

CHIMO

hahaha