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Howdy. I've been napping so much that my brain is a mess now. Oh well, I'm foreseeing late nights and last minute studying for the next one month or so. Final's up in June. After that, I'm free for about three months. Hallelujah. Can't wait for the long break.

One more month left and we're still busy with projects and assignments. And for the ones planning to study Pharmacy, we have the essay writing thingy and interview soon, like this week and next week. I don't know what I'm gonna answer them seriously. I can't even concentrate on one thing right now.

I didn't expect this to come back and grow inside me again. It's like a tumour, perhaps it's always been there, been a part of me all this while, me feeding it like it's the most natural thing to do till it's starting to take over my body and now, my mind. I've always known what's the cause, hormones. You always do this to me. Why can't we be friends hmm? Lol crazy.

It's so awesome y'know, school. You get hungry all the time but eat at the same place so often. It's always there, the same thing day after day. You tell yourself it's because of the limited options but deep down, you know it's not that. You choose to go to that same place every day. Yea you go around trying new stuffs every now and then but somehow, you still come back to the same spot. Nights. :)

I can't make sense of what I'm saying too. Teehee. 

Forward

Another month had passed. We really shouldn't stop at one point and ponder too long cause time will keep going and the slower you learn from your mistakes and move on to the next step, the further behind you will be. And, the day you lose someone you love is the day another hole is punched from your heart. Without realising, you're making mental notes in your head every time you look at the calendar. Soon, everything will be a habit you don't even need to try.

Happy May. Let it be a great one. :)

I see my pretty face in his old eyes

I listen to our blood run side by side

I throw my hands to you

I run away

It's so cold so dangerous that I can't stay

Soley - Pretty Face

No. 7

Some things I say, I don't feel like saying it any more if it's not to you. Some things I think about, I think it's pointless when you don't know that I do. You think I'm proud, you think I'm fine. But I am only hoping that all of that are you. I don't see you in my dreams any more. Is it because I am slowly getting tired and falling asleep. Sometimes I only hope that there is no more hope in me. 

How would you cope if the world decided to make you suffer for all that you were

How could you dance if noone was watching and you couldn't even get off the floor

What would you do if you couldn't even feel, not even pitiful pain

How would you deal with the empty decisions, eating away at the days

TNAF!