Even angels learn to fly

Off day is a bliss but it makes you lazy. Well, working is kinda enjoyable, a new experience I would say. Ms. Tan is a nice person but strict when it comes to business. Mr. Chong is the joker, seriously. When there isn't any customers, he'll get up from his seat, walk around and chat with us at the cashier. He's funny, he doesn't look at you directly at your face when he talks and his facial expressions, you could really laugh out loud and he speaks really fast too. And Ms. Prema, she is one graceful woman who speaks the most ladylike and royal way you could ever imagine. Crimson red lipstick and deep mascaraed eyes, enough to make you feel like you have to walk with your heads down in front of her. And my other workmates, Eva, As, Afi, Ros, Yati and Farith. They're all very nice, helpful and easy to work with.

Last Sunday was a special day. Yen, you're most welcomed :). You don't have to thank me, just make sure your health is always at a tiptop condition and may you enjoy a good life, woman. God bless you. 

After spending the afternoon with Yen and her mom, I walked around alone and met a few familiar faces. So sweet weh.. so envious. Lol. Anyways, five of us had dinner together then me and the lil' one belanja-ed dessert and we went for movie. Water for Elephants, the queen's pick :D. Robbert Pattinson, Reese Witherspoon and Christoph Waltz were the stars in it. It wasn't the pale-looking face and stiff cold body Edward. It was a total different him but I'm still not a fan of his, yet. It was a good show despite the 30 minutes delay. Like what its tagline says, "Life is the most spectacular show on earth." A circus. Most people's first impression of it is happy, lively, laughters, fun, joy. But what's behind it. What's behind the happy faces those performers had to put on to bring others happiness? It's a circus production..

Mom, thank you. Thank you for everything.. There's no words to describe how grateful and thankful I am to have her, to be able to go to her and call her 'Ma' every time I need something and so much more. I came across this in SYH.

     At first I hobbled on my crutches to the bathroom. But I couldn't lever myself down off them onto the toilet without the fear of falling. I wound up balancing on one foot and urinating into an empty coffee mug, and then I collapsed back on the bed and called my mother.

I'm sorry. I sobbed. I'm helpless.

     That's where you're wrong, she told me. You're not helpless. You need help. There's a big difference.

Last night was a mess. These past few nights were. I teared in my dream. No, I dreamt till I teared. Wiped off those tears and got back to sleep, thinking was it real. I don't know..

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you