Where is the excitement?

The festive season is the time where brothers and sisters, parents and children, grandparents and grandchildren, friends and neighbours catch up with each other, have a good time and laugh at good old memories. For some, it's more than that. It's a time we all cherish each other and thank them for being there in our lives. 

But there's also this one thing which will never be missed in any get-togethers, food and yes, red packets too. Collecting red packets used to be a really fun thing for me, but being 18 years and 1 month old, it's kinda different, and maybe a lil' awkward. I mean, we were young and 'children' back then, but now those people we receive red packets from are getting older, their hair is greying and wrinkles start to appear at the edges of their eyes. 

It makes me think that one day, we will all switch roles and it's weird. We will all become mums and dads some day(well, I really don't know about me) and we will be the ones sitting at our favourite spot in the living room, eagerly waiting for our grandchildren to come through the door and run towards us, shouting "Grandpa! and Grandma!" super loud till our neighbours can hear them.

It's crazy to be thinking so darn far, I know. I'm like that. Even in dreamland, crazy stuffs.

Thursday was another unusual day. Maybe it's the alignment of the moon and sun and whatever's happening out there in the outerspace affecting 'Ohana'. Durian by the lakeside was great though :). And I saw Grace Tay yesterday and I said, Hey Grace Tay. LMAO.

-amazing snaps the old camera could do-

Happy Chinese New Year!

*FART*

:)

7 million times a day

Imagine thinking of something or someone 7 million times a  day and you saw something and everything inside suddenly feels like you're walking on pieces of glass, barefooted.

Maybe it's Monday. No, it isn't.

So it's over

This time I know it's gone

Salt water tasted too long

I only know I'm wrong

Now I know it's gone

Up In Flames - Coldplay

Under the blankets

So addicted to watching videos lately. Younger bro lah. Currently, Funemployed. Haha.

Okay, feeling extremely guilty using the pc so much. Yesterday, I used for like 8 hours plus. Heck do I know what was I doing. These few days, I feel very much troubled. I couldn't sleep, I don't feel like eating or studying.

I do know what's bothering me but, I can't think straight la okay. I suck when it comes to this kind of matter. The feeling is like, your heart is trapped in a cage fighting to get out and at the same time, pulling itself back behind the bars over and over again.

Tomorrow, choir practice for English. After much deliberation and talk overs, we've finally decided to sing 'Just the Way You Are'. We have got very limited time. The visit by the home is next Tuesday and we're coming up with a choir performance. We'll rock the day for sure.

A Drop in the Ocean - Ron Pope

Someone Like You

I love you. Someone like you can never be replaced. Thank you for always bringing us joy, laughters, great moments and much more. We'll always have you in our hearts, forever. God bless. Lots of happiness and peace to you.

They say, fairness does not govern life and death. If it did, no good people would ever die young. Guess it's true..