Romeo & Juliet

Hi. I'm here again. I'm seriously dying of boredom, which hardly happens at home sweet home. How I wish someone would come and fetch me out right now. Or we could go swimming downstairs.

Today, I saw the campus's psychologist after doing the career test. Seriously. And, I seriously almost teared up in his office. Anyways, he is so so funny. He has the American accent, quite elderly but good looking, tall and very open. We had a great time laughing at all his jokes. After that, it was speed reading workshop. Sedih betul lah. I can't read, I don't read the right way. The more practices we did, the worse score I got. After lunch, we had campus tour.

I ate dinner on my bed, like a thief. Lol.

It's only Tuesday. My god. Oh awesome, Qi Qi brought poker cards. Chao.

Saw your buddy

I'm sitting on the brown sofa, in the living room, alone, with the tv on in front of me, windows open, fan spinning so violently, blogging from my phone. The others are in their respective rooms, staring and giggling in front of their laptops.

Today was the first day. Woke up way before my alarm rang, showered, ate breakfast on my bed, called mum, lazied around on the bed somemore, then left the 'house' together with the others to uni. Today was just briefing, college transition talk, ice breaking and took photo for our IDs. There were seniors of our age too who are one sem ahead of us. They seem to be having lots of fun.

In the evening, I thought we missed the bus when Ching said she's already on the way home in the bus. LOL. Thank god another bus was coming for us. We did spring cleaning today. Guess who mopped the floor and washed the toilet and bathroom? :). The house is so so much better compared to yesterday. I spammed on my air freshener like crazy. Dinner was milo and bread. I'm still afraid to use the kitchen to cook, I see roaches running out from there still.

So far, people here are nice but I don't know why, I don't feel really excited or happy. My housemate even asked me today, why I don't smile and I just said I'm tired. It's not homesickness, I just feel there's someone who needs me more right now. Being around these amazing brilliant people, I don't know, I become clueless. Anyhow, I feel comfortable around them, we speak both mandarin and english, it's a balance. That's one thing I like.

I kinda feel like
I kinda feel like you
Like you..

Taking its toll

I cannot imagine how irresponsible and ineffective a professional personnel from a super well known medical centre could have been. They dragged the whole scene for a freaking week and then, giving us hope by telling everything's okay. And all of the sudden, from whoever's butthole it came from, it was the six-letter-word which starts with C and ends with R. And it's the final stage. And even worse, three organs are involved. Fisheyeballsimgonnastuffinyournose. I've got nothing else to say. How could something so bad happened so fast without even realising it, maybe they've been ignoring and denying the fact until the truth takes its fair share of justice. I don't know.

Yesterday, I saw the room. I'm sharing with a senior who's already there for quite long but I haven't met her yet. So, her things were messily gathered at her halves of everything. Omg I don't know how to continue. Okay, it was not what I expected to see of a girl's room. She was literally living with roaches. In short, this was what dad said, "And I thought boys are dirty and messy, girls are worse." So true, SOME girls. I'm not gonna complain, this was what I signed myself up to face. The other girls got better bigger rooms with attached bathrooms, some has the room all by themselves with windows to great scenery. It's okay.

Things are gonna change even more after this. Brace yourself.
Have a good Sunday.