YOU!

I am cold, cocky, unfriendly and everything you wouldn't want in a friend when you first see me in standard three. I don't easily trust people hence, I only mix with the same gang of friends whom I've known for years and comfortable with. I can forgive people but it's hard for me to forget the hurtful stuffs that they do to me. I am actually quite a sensitive person. Sometimes, I take criticism very personally and that is only because it is from someone I've known for so long and more importantly, trust. Yes, I'm very loyal in friendships. Don't you dare hurt my friends because I will get you if you do and I will make sure you regret it for the rest of your life. I am always the peacemaker and that's because I hate seeing my friends break apart. What else, I swear. I practically swear the moment I wake up, shower, have my breakfast, go to school, etc. but that's just in my heart. Only when I get really annoyed that I let it slip out of my mouth. And I have a brother, oh don't get me started about him. He can be the silliest person on earth who does everything I ask but he is also the nicest brother I could ever wished for. And of course, I'm the nicest, awesomest sister that sometimes I think he might not even deserve.

When you start to know me, you might see me as a cheerful, optimistic girl who's really strong and unbreakable inside. But guess what, I am so fragile the slightest thing can make me lose all hope in the world. I appear happy most of the time because I don't want people to know my weaknesses and step on me. I can also be 'quite' bossy and overly in-charged over things at times in the sense I want things my way and only my way. As most of my friends already knew, I will own a mansion next time and the first thing that I will do is assign my out-of-jail-mum as my Head of Maids and her six twins under her. I have big ambitions, big dreams but all that would be meaningless without my dear friends to share it with me. If I die, I'll die a monkey king/president/prime minister/king/Rajah, not just some worthless door-step son who's unlucky enough to be picked up by a nun who has never breastfed me or any of my siblings.


Despite all the flaws, my friends think I'm awesome and one of them easily agreed to type up a blog post specially for me to tell the world how awesome I am. How awesome am I right? No word can ever describe my awesomeness. I am beyond awesome. Seriously, I'm not being proud but awesome is too 'low' for me. I suit words like "Mahagundeawesomegilababibetulbetulawesome". Okay, the point is, I AM AWESOME. :D

This blog post is (obviously) about Rachel Saw a.k.a. Rajah. *POOI*
Thousands of apologies for any inaccuracy and offensive remark. Patik hanyalah hamba yang menurut perintah tuanku yang kurang munasabah. Hee. Tata.

Muacks

I am a very happy and satisfied girl right now. ♥

Thanks so much fatty :)

..and my room mate was staring at me behind thinking I'm crazy.

New look, same person.

Hello beautiful :). Yes my blog has turned so 'soft' and girlie. Spring is here ;). Maybe it'll stay like this for a lil' longer, maybe it won't. Depends on my mood. Haha. So this week has been more relaxing than the usual other weeks. Only had Math Class Test today. Don't wanna talk about it. =)

Casa Subang is currently undergoing quite a massive makeover. The pool is closed for repair, some of the lifts are down and they're repainting the apartments. Now our 'house' looks brighter and less disgusting but fellow cockroaches insist on staying with us, I don't know why. The painters did a great job keeping paint off our beds and everything else but they freaking got paint on my shoes. My red ballerina flats. How dare they. 

Anyway, today the craziest thing happened to me. I almost stopped breathing and chocked on my food. Okay that obviously didn't happen. So, I was at the food court, eating peacefully at a good spot free of cigarette smoke and all of the sudden, I heard a familiar voice coming towards my direction. I didn't bother, I thought it was just my imagination cause I studied calculus too much the night before. When I looked up, it was Ms. Math lecturer's eyes, nose, mouth, teeth and her signature smile. 

I seriously stoned for a moment and just stared blankly at her face before I invited her to sit with me cause she can't find a place. I thought it was ONLY her. Manatau after that, Dr. Physics lecturer and another lecturer came. Oh my god..I honestly felt like I almost regurgitate. HAHA. Many people saw it okay, they were like smiling, giggling and their eyeballs super huge when they walked past my table. Seriously can laugh like siao looking at their reactions. 

Surprisingly, things weren't that bad. I thought the atmosphere was going to be super cold and tensed. Turn out it was actually really..ordinary? I saw the other side of them. Lol forgive me for thinking they are superhumans who's IQ is like double of a normal human's. Dr. Physics lecturer ACTUALLY offered me her roti telur and poori. She is so nice and funny. The whole time, they were talking about food and planning to have lunch at some famous place after class on Friday. It's like, they are normal women who talk about ordinary daily stuffs and include the word 'husband' in their conversations. I offered them nougat and macadamia nuts after that. Hee. 

Not forgetting, someone wanted to sell insurance to me. I'm barely eighteen for goodness sake. Why are these people in the uni in the first place. Yesterday, Body Shop was here and now, Ferrari. You seriously can go broke if you're weak. XD. Umm that's all for now and yea, photos from the other day. :)

PJ famous nasi kandar.

So yummy and so reasonable. :D

Jaya Grocer.

Miso.

Super huge Doraemon lollipop.

Almost bought this. 

Spongebob cupcake mix. :P

Very attractive packagings.

This thing. This block of heavenly-feeling-inducer called chocolates.

Grandpa can eat three blocks of it in a day.

Marshmallows!

Cheeeeeese. 

Heaven.

Have a good night and beautiful thoughts always. :) Tata.

I think I like you all over again

Yesterday, had my IELTS test at the centre opposite Taylor's College. I wasn't prepared at all :(. Not good, not good at all, especially Listening. Omg, I knew it, I knew they were going to have super weird Australian accent clips. Kangaroos lah. Anyways, the room was super cold I kept going to the washroom and I'm like sitting at the last row where I can see super clearly what everybody's doing. And walking back to my seat was like walking on a runway. Lol. The result's coming out on September 30th. Fingers crossed =X.

After that, parents came to fetch me and we had PJ's most yummy nasi kandar for lunch. Yum yum, so so good and really reasonable. After lunch, four of us went to Empire Gallery. Haha dad was like, "Okay, y'll can spend the whole day here today if you want. I'm free today." *while going up the escalator* "Okay, I give you three hours. Should be enough right." Haha anyways, we spent four hours there then we couldn't stand it anymore.

I don't know why some people say Empire Gallery has got nothing to see. My mum and I could spent hours and hours in Kitchen Shop and Aino. All those stuffs in there, I want. I'm serious, I want them. When I move into my own house that is, or when I open my own bar, cafe or something. It's really awesome, good quality kitchen stuffs okay. Haha. Heh now I know where to get gifts for mum already :D. Twas another wonderful day with my dear parents and lil' bro. And then, watched Johnny English at night. Funny but erm, sorry to say but kinda silly and illogical at some points. Still a fan of 'Mr. Bean' though ;).

This morning, we all went to Fairy Park to visit my cousin. I couldn't believe how swiftly time had passed. It has been two months but everything seemed like it had just only happened last week. So, there was lots and lots of food brought by every household, all his favourite. We spent the entire morning there and had lunch after the prayers. I do not know exactly how to describe the atmosphere today but it was a great mixture of everything for sure. After eating, my uncle took out his iPhone and watched the videos of all the memories of my cousin compiled by his college and close friends. Twas a really good day.

And I drove back from Fairy Park today. It has been like what, three four months since I last stepped on the accelerator. Mum was like so worried and kept asking me to slow down and dad was ever-ready to pull the handbrake anytime. Haha finally I reached 80km/h. I got honked by a dude. Nah I don't feel anything, used to it. I got a 'P' on my windscreen, can't you see? Chh. And the conclusion is, my driving sucks and I need more practice. Not many will understand how I feel about driving. Y'know, my hands sweat like crazy when I drive, heartbeat speeds up by double and stomach twists 360 degrees. Even the signal went crazy, its rhythm went crazy fast, something which my dad or bro never experienced before with the car. I'm gonna overcome this fear in me some day, ain't gonna let it haunt me no more. *fingers crossed* Okay, some photos ahead.

Shaun bought button badges from the Bazaar for Farah and I suddenly the other day. LOL. 

Limelighter. Smurfette. :)

Souvenirs.

For fun.

And yes, we got chosen. Yay! :)

Now gotta design the flyer for advertisement.

Sat, Sep 17, 2011 -- 1107ENGL0105T0365: Term Project Winners 
 Hi All, 
After much thought, we have come up with the following teams:
Group 1.1 Word War fare
Group 1.2 The spooks challenge
Group 1.3 Speaking without fear
Group 1.4 Junk Hunt
Group 1.4 Save the bear

Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles

Drama much.

Good week ahead y'll.

Thank you!!!

I've been wanting to say this for so so long. Thank you so so much, Fong :). You gave me too much. I love them A LOT. And I love you more ♥♥♥. Happy working. Haha.

"THIS IS WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE." =)

Apocalypse It

Finally, today, it happened. I came back, I don't know how but before I knew it, I was holding the can of cockroach spray in my hand, my right index finger pressing on the nozel as hard and as long as I could. When I was satisfied, I stood there waiting for the expected to happen. True enough, they succumbed to their failure to resist 'the awesome chemical' that I have. Victory. =).

At first, many tiny roaches came out but as afraid and disgusted I was with their existence, I still feel superior y'know. After a while, the more I sprayed, the bigger the size of the new appearing roaches were. Honestly, I was terrified. The other housemates began to peep into the kitchen to see what the mad fella was doing and after that, they just walked off. They just walked off! They left me fighting the war myself. I was like, it's okay, calm down, I can do this, I started this, so I have to end this, there's no turning back, it's either I do or I die.

I really thought I would lose to them. Thank god kind-hearted, curious SY who just showered lent a hand by whacking those brown-tough-hard to squish-thing with the broom. It was a long battle really. I never felt this brave lol. I feel bad though killing all of them but A0705 is not where they belong to. I guess we won, heartlessly.

 

 Pictures of Home II. 

 

We've got one of the best scenery out of the window every day and night.

Often times, we get to see the sun rise in the morning just before we leave.

Orangy red fumes of clouds surrounding the golden ball. :) 

 

Ice breaking. I found a dude with all this ;) 

Lucky.

Taking its toll

I cannot imagine how irresponsible and ineffective a professional personnel from a super well known medical centre could have been. They dragged the whole scene for a freaking week and then, giving us hope by telling everything's okay. And all of the sudden, from whoever's butthole it came from, it was the six-letter-word which starts with C and ends with R. And it's the final stage. And even worse, three organs are involved. Fisheyeballsimgonnastuffinyournose. I've got nothing else to say. How could something so bad happened so fast without even realising it, maybe they've been ignoring and denying the fact until the truth takes its fair share of justice. I don't know.

Yesterday, I saw the room. I'm sharing with a senior who's already there for quite long but I haven't met her yet. So, her things were messily gathered at her halves of everything. Omg I don't know how to continue. Okay, it was not what I expected to see of a girl's room. She was literally living with roaches. In short, this was what dad said, "And I thought boys are dirty and messy, girls are worse." So true, SOME girls. I'm not gonna complain, this was what I signed myself up to face. The other girls got better bigger rooms with attached bathrooms, some has the room all by themselves with windows to great scenery. It's okay.

Things are gonna change even more after this. Brace yourself.
Have a good Sunday.

Welcome to the familia!

We have a new member in the family :D

It's such a pleasant surprise. 

Thank you dad. Thank you mom. Muahs.

Here's the super brief summary of what happened.

Dad said, "Buy Nikon and no others." 

Yea, he's a fan. Last time, he worked in the police investigation department and used to take pictures of crime scenes, evidences and stuffs. So cool.

With my budget, I was actually targeting a D3100.

I'm seriously broke now :)

OH-MY-GOD.

Okay, I'm not a techy kind of person but this is so much fun. I'm enjoying the mistakes I make, the crazy details on the 3" screen which I don't understand, accidentally pressing something and magical stuffs happen and more.

I took like 900 over pictures yesterday and deleted 99% of them today. =)

It has a name. No, she has a name, which will soon be decided. 

She's an unnamed baby for now.

Have a good weekend ahead. Chao.