Ten

They make you hope again

They make you reminisce the past

They show you how pure we were once

They show you how to trust and get along with new people instantly

They show you that this is only the beginning

Happy October.

It's grace, love, patience and lots of faith. 

Good day :)

Not my day

Today is definitely NOT my day. Today, the first time I cried in uni. I walked out of the lab and walked straight to the nearest washroom. Haih.. I am not at all proud of myself. But, this kind of things happens all the time right.. I felt betrayed, I felt like I was stabbed from the back and my wound, rubbed in pure sea salt. Today, I failed my IELTS test. I have to retake. RM500 you crazy test! I was never good in languages. Am still. I suck. But I won't suck the second time. I hope. Sighs..feel so restless. And aimless.

Listening  Reading  Writing  Speaking  Overall
                    8.0   7.0  6.0         7.0       7.0

This is true..

"Everything that happens, happens for a reason, reasons that no sane mind could probably apprehend perhaps. But if you only knew, who is there standing by your side, there to listen to whatever you have to say or listen to your nothingness, maybe you wouldn't feel so lonely. You're afraid to believe that someone is actually there for you sometimes, cause you feel so rotten up inside. When you're rotten about yourself, you become rotten to everyone else, even those you love. I don't know how to make myself heard when all you do is wander above me. The times I shoved you off my mind are the times my heart grew stronger for you. I mean it every day."

I'm weak, it's true

'Cause I'm afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

'Cause my heart keeps falling faster

Ryan Cabrera - True