30 April 2012

No. 7

Some things I say, I don't feel like saying it any more if it's not to you. Some things I think about, I think it's pointless when you don't know that I do. You think I'm proud, you think I'm fine. But I am only hoping that all of that are you. I don't see you in my dreams any more. Is it because I am slowly getting tired and falling asleep. Sometimes I only hope that there is no more hope in me. 

How would you cope if the world decided to make you suffer for all that you were
How could you dance if noone was watching and you couldn't even get off the floor
What would you do if you couldn't even feel, not even pitiful pain
How would you deal with the empty decisions, eating away at the days

TNAF! 

25 April 2012

Light up, light up

There's a graduate in the house :). We had a celebration last Sunday to celebrate his graduation and birthday. Twas great. We had too much food though. 

My turn is still a long long way to go. Just thinking, what if the day I graduate my heart tells me that this isn't what I want to do for the rest of my life. It's crazy. But, I'm actually prepared for that if it really happens. This is what happens when you don't know exactly what you're passionate about. It's okay though cause I'll always try to give my best in all I do and I believe it will do good. 

Certain things look cold on the outside, but when you start to see what's inside you can actually feel the warmth it possesses. Gradually, you get comfortable and sink deeper into it because you like that weird feeling without realising it. For some, it becomes an obsession. One day without it, you'll go haywire. That's when you know it's bad for you and you need to get rid of it. However, the bad news is it's never easy to shove aside something you really like and are dependent on for so long. I miss my pillow and bolster so much. Haha. 

I believe that everybody is gifted and talented in their own ways. You may not see it but others do. I realise things people don't for some reason. I can't give good advices but I can share my own experiences. I'm not very good at articulating my thoughts but I can put myself in your shoes and feel what you mean. I won't judge and I won't be like what most people would. But I'm not god, I can't always be there for you. For all you know, I might be the wrong one. 

I'm thankful for the promise he made me make. Buenas noches, amigos. :).







Always loving the sky.


16 April 2012

Patatas

Something's not right and really weird with moi today. My fingernails are the colour of M&M's. Seriously, and it's darn distracting during quiz today according to Calista. Haha. And an Iranian friend called me Canny the Cute :/. And I was sitting under the umbrella thingy and a hot girl sat beside me and a friend asked if she's my friend. In the bus, someone said hi to me like I'm her close friend for years. So nice :). 

So yes, today was weird but I think I like it. Where you just go with the flow, shed down all paranoia and ego and do whatever your heart tells you to. The feeling you get after that is priceless, trust me.  Not everything has to go as planned or with deep mind-crushing thoughts. It's more exciting like that and it gives more contentment. And most importantly, it's honest and sincere from your heart. I love you God =). 

I can't wait for this weekend! :D





The only korean dude I find attractive. He's a dude for god's sake. HAHA.

Farah! She's a star now ;)
No wonder she asked for the picture the other day. Hmm. 

May you blossom to the fullest in spring
And I'll still see you on winter nights