I look to the clouds for comfort

Sometimes, people tend to rely too much on others because when things don't turn out as it should have, they are spared from the blame, guilt and the 'I told you so'. They'd rather follow closely behind someone's badonkadonk than come out and speak their minds. Well, they only exist to give way for the more hard-headed ones to take the lead. If everyone were to run to the microphone at the same time, nobody's gonna be able to hear a word. Same goes to any relationships. You don't need to say much to make it break, but it only takes one small action to make it work.

"At least they self-pity, and not the other", sudden thoughts that clouded my mind while reading Yen Yen's muse. You know the feeling when you've worked so hard for something and when you have finally gotten it, you don't feel anything. Looking at the people around you who did not get what they wanted, you feel like you don't deserve what you've gotten. It's really pathetic. No matter how much effort you put in, you won't be able to enjoy the outcome at the end of the battle, good or bad.

You can't always have everything your way, they said. Well, as long as you are happy and contented being yourself, there's no reason to feel ashamed and demeaned. I wonder how does having a baby feel like(NOT parturition). Lol just saying. But their clothes are so tiny and cute. Arww :').

O, Anna Sun!

The holiday is indeed getting weird with me spending my precious seconds doing well, weird things. Went to campus to read novels and then, visited a friend who's working at the mall, ate ice-cream, before that 'accidentally' slipped a super awesome puzzle at the McD counter into my bag, walked the entire mall to get back to the car and finished two seasons of TBBT in about a week's time.

I'm adapting to the lack of need for organisation, planning and time-conscience. It's kinda a mixed feeling thing. You feel all free-spirited at one moment but at times, it turns to frustration and nothing-ness. You just get lost really, aimless. And in Dreamland, it's insane, what I could dream of. Don't wanna remember any of those please.

Strange things happen but well, for a good reason you'll realise some day.

Don't you just love how certain things in life work. :) Chao amigos, good days.

We Should Be Swimming

Habits. The funny thing about habits is that you won't know if it's bad or not, or if it's even going to be a habit when you first delve into it. Until one day when you've decided to quit that you realise it has become a huge part of you. Doing it gives you the comfort and pleasant feeling that only you can understand. It's never easy to quit but to start, it's a whole different story. Everyone has their lonely, empty moments. Nevertheless, it's not the end of you. Good things only come to those who wait and persevere, aight.

I can't believe this.