24

One of the few snaps taken before you left. And although I laughed when I saw you broken, I knew there was something else going on somewhere deep down in me. You were beyond repair, what else could be said or done. Nothing.

18 months and still counting. :)

Killing shots

A crazy week it was. Class tests, Malaysian Studies exam, first part of English finals. I don't usually get headache but thank god it came after everything was over. Three hours of nap and I feel worse. I could barely move and my eyes kept shutting every time I tried to open them. Can't wait for the long long break.

Today is special. Exactly one year it has been. I've never thought that we would ever set eyes onto each other or had the chance to even be together, but I guess it's all fate. This one year, I've got to admit that I was rough, I wasn't careful in my conducts and I broke you once. You have no idea what it cost me to see you broken by someone else when I'm not looking, in mere split second. Nevertheless, you were kind and forgiving, looking past the past with such generous personality. I hope we could go on together for more years to come as a team, for life. :)

It's amazing how people are. One moment you think they're nice and such good companies and the next, you kinda disagree with their behaviours and whatnot. We change super swiftly like the direction of the wind, don't we. There are times when we hope for something different, something to change, someone to realise, someone to care and sometimes, the total opposite. When it does happen right in front of your eyes, it's too surreal you can't swallow it. It's like it's such bad timing you're almost like disgusted by it.

I don't know what's my point but yea, people change. No matter how far you've left your past behind and move on a better, happier person, it will somehow still come back at times when you're most vulnerable. It's easier living with something you've never tried before than the opposite cause when you know how it feels like, you'll always long for more. Then again, life's too short to hold back and not take risks. Let's enjoy life and not worry too much of the consequences, shall we. :)

So much for so much

Plans got cancelled because of the rain. Crazy weather. Instead, I had a good time toying with her in the car while stucked in the lovely jam. It's time to get serious soon. Not excited but well, life goes on whichever way. Have a good Halloween and Monday. Lol :).

After the rain comes the beautiful day

So keep your hopes grasped tightly

For there will always be a good one

Mylo Xyloto

What a weekend. Drank so much liquid and kept rushing to the toilet every 15 minutes. Nope, no drug involved. Today's the 24th, memorable day.. Five months :). I went around the house taking snaps of nature and get some fresh air at the same time. I'm bored staying at home for four days already, I need to go somewhere badly. But everyone's busy with college and exams. And it's raining every single day. Cold. Deepavali's on the way, I want muruku, I want mutton curry, I want indian. :D 

Can you see Baby Hopper? 

This photo tells something but I don't know what.

The many-faces me.

Hearts.

Thinking of sky.

Put your arm around my shoulder

And it was as if the room got colder

And we moved closer in together

And started talking about the weather

Lily Allen - Who'd Have Known

Let Love In

I just feel like I need to blog today. 'Cause it's a special date :). Three months. Umm so today Physics and Bio Quiz is over and Math Quiz got cancelled at the last moment and Chem class was cancelled. We spent so much time studying and..it's okay, the holiday will be so much fun. Haha. This week has been great, the other day, bro came and bought me McD for dinner and today, bro's gf fetched me out for pan mee at Taipan 2. =). Taylor's food sucks. The supposedly honey chicken was crazy sweet till diabetes and the vegetables was salty till gall stones form. But Temptations is okay, their lamb was so so good. P:

Hanging out by the lake and enjoying the non-so-bad view there is kinda relaxing. Duckies, fishies and sometimes birdies. What more can you ask for. And in the evening, enjoying the air-cond in the Student's Life Centre and seeing people play foosball and pool. Yesterday there were people playing The Scientist on the keyboard. So nice.. Yea, busy hectic life, lack of sleep but exciting. So far, I've woke up super late twice, which means I went to uni without showering twice lol. Now, I wake up with fear like a hundred times during midnight to check the time. Scary.

 

Reflection. Dr. Chong's favourite word. 

  

 

Macadamia white chocolate ♥ 

Gonna get diarrhea tomorrow, seriously.

Somebody's birthday's coming soon. 

Good day.

She Is Love

Yesterday, we partied at Rachel's grandma's house. Haha nah, we had a Wii session and then dinner slash feast. Honestly, I do not know what is a Wii until yesterday. We started off with Cooking Mama, boring giler. After that, Kidz Bop. Omg. I can never dance, it's a fact that I've accepted long time ago. But this monk, she watched us from behind and started criticising and commenting me aka. 1P like a machine gun. I can never go to Vegas la, I dance like a kayu la, I'm old already, no stamina la, Thank god I'm good in something (when I won in ping pong). Sighs.

Siew Li and Yen Yen were the real dancers. Sze Ying was good too. After a while, we just sat around and talked while Kia Hooi and Ray played bowling. Funny stuffs like encounters with negros and king of drug dealers. Later on, we had dinner. Grandmothers' cooking are always so awesome. There were pig's stomach soup, popiah, black fungus with chicken, fried chicken wings, noodles, pork balls. P=

After dinner, Siew drove all of us to Jusco for McD ice cream, Speedy and the cinema. God knows what we did at the cinema. :) Thank god there weren't many people around. Again, Siew fetched all of us back, really owe her an extra chocolaty chocolate cake. Lol.

I hung a while at Yen's house and we talked like we used to. Back in highschool, if there's any project or stay backs, her house was always the perfect spot so yea, it was like one of my lepak-ing spot. So nice, sitting on the floor, leaning against the cupboard and conversations just went on and on with lots of laughters, sudden silence for thoughts to come together, good old memories, a bit of soft rantings here and there, impromptu jokes. Twas a fun day.

*Pictures are in Fb. Blogger is really slow. 

Can't believe it's Friday already. TGIF, and also not. I'm kinda freaking out inside, having lots of weird dreams really, and sleepless nights. I guess it's normal, it's a bad sign if I feel nothing right. I have been paying immense attention to what mum says these past few days, maybe 'cause I will miss her voice, her countless reminders of things since I was a baby, her cooking, etc. She's one awesome woman. She's the only person, where when I'm sleeping, whatever she says can actually enter my ears and I will remember it when I wake up. :)

It has been a month and you're a month old. Stay good. =)

Chao.

Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall

After coming back from Thailand, the next morning, dad said we're going to Genting at eleven, go get ready. LMFAO. All of the sudden. I had to rush like mad, transferring the photos from my memory card to the pc cause it's really loaded and sprint off to the car before dad drove off leaving me behind. Haha. It was really fun. Four of us, we do crazy things together. It's just great. I wish we could be like that every single day. 

I did lots of catching up with the lil' one cause since I started working, we don't really spend time together much, what more have a more-than-two-sentences-conversation. We talked and giggled and laughed till stomachaches, seriously insane. It's like we were living in a whole new dimension of fantasy and excitement of our own. No phone calls, no text messages, nothing to remind you of your mundane daily routine and responsibilities. I saw my parents let their hairs down completely and just had fun without much worries. That's a really wonderful feeling.

Photos, photos. :)

Cute shirt there :P

The Largest Balloon Art Festival was going on so there were loads of photographers with canggih giler cameras around snapping away. It was super crowded.

Some of the balloon art creations by international artistes.

If you're below 30kg, you get the chance to be carried up into the air by a miniature earth :)

Super talented.

This blue-antenna fella grabbed my hands out of nowhere and we danced. :D

Illusion. Suspense. Imagination.

The sand art performance by the Canadian lady was magnificent.

The lil' one and I spent the entire day at the outdoor theme park, trying out all kinds of stunts. Sadly, we didn't take any snaps. I can't imagine seeing my camera being thrown out while I'm flying high up in the sky. :X. I think we attempted every game there from the Marry-go-round, Space Shot, Fun Kart, Pirate Ship, Corkscrew, Bumper Boat, Caterpillar, Flying Dragon to the Spinning Cups, where we almost puked coming out from it, except those really kiddie ones where the height limit was 120cm. The Spinner was our all time favourite, we sat that five times. Berbaloi betul haha. 

That one whole day was like a week's dose of intensive stamina training. We walked the entire theme park and plaza in and out so many times to find the Flying Dragon. I think we walked more than played. My legs, they're as strong as steel now. Seriously.. =)

I turn the music up, I got my records on

I shut the world outside until the lights come on

Maybe the streets alight, maybe the trees are gone

I feel my heart start beating to my favourite song